Vietnam Adoption

I am sad to hear, say, think...etc that today Vietnam will no longer give referrals to families who are waiting. My heart really goes out to them. Our son has been my everything. And with out Vietnam as one our options we may not have been able to adopt. We to have thought of extending our family again through adoption and Vietnam but when the whispers started being passed around we were worried. So again to those families..you are in our prayers.
Everyone always told me god has a plan & there is a reason ... and I never really understood why until I saw Jacobs face.
Now I can not say I 100% fully agree... I still struggle...
Why would God give an 18yr old young woman ovarian cancer, then take her father(he passed), then have her cancer come back.
So should I really give that advice... I am not sure. There is no real words or advice that can comfort in any feeling of loss... and losing an opportunity to adopt from Vietnam is a loss. The country, people, culture and the beautiful children who await families is a loss. But I believe the program will be back & hopefully soon.

Good night all!!