My Emotional Rollercoaster

Searching for our next place to call home has been a up & DOWN roller coaster. We found this house pretty quickly after a long search for sale by owner..... We placed a bid they agreed. We were waiting forms but then another person bid. We counter offered again they said on that Wednesday to give them till Monday ( we were on vacation & could not sign papers). Anyway Monday comes and a voice mail they decided not to sell at all. So I went through the tears & all that on vacation. Well today after our buyers 5 hours inspection of our house and the emotions of waiting to hear what they had to say... we get a call they are selling it and are willing to take our bid still. I was so excited.... More than I can express.... they said papers would be here tonight. I waited & waited nothing. Then to get an email someone who heard from the grape vine they were selling it again ( no sign up. or in paper nothing) ...happened to call & will pay cash... what a load of bullS***. I really hate people like this I know we must all look out for our families. But there is a thing called respect...next time call everyone let them know & do not except offer till final person called.. So here i sit in tears... Yes I know its just a house but.... its where I imagined raising my son for the last 5 hours... and last week for DAYS!!!
Michael called them which he never does stuff like that & thank him for turning our life upside down the past 2 weeks. And hope that he got what he wanted & that it does not fall part.. cause we will not be here waiting.

I guess I was raised better... Why is it that nice people get crapped on all the time?
should I be a mean, rude, disrespectful person? Is that what it takes to get some where in this world? Cause I seem to get taken advantage of a lot... for being nice.

Well to bed I go...
I have had enough for today!

thanks for listening to me vent...... and being my shoulder to cry on. My poor husband has to truly deal with me now.