Yikes....

well I am having some issues with my computer and the amount of space I have left... So I am having issues with downloading part 2 of the adoption video. So it may not be added till later this week. You have to figure I do alot on my computer and this was bound to happen. But I will figure it out.
So this weekend was a little dull! I had to work yesterday morning and Jacob had a little bit of a runny nose. So instead of taking him out & it turning into something worse we stayed in. I think we have a bit of cabin fever. For all you who don't know me I HATE WINTER. Yes I was born & raised here in PA but it does not mean I like it!
I love the sun, the smell of summer, and the sound. When I lived a home with my parents I would leave my bedroom window open since we lived by a lake. I would hear the crickets, bull frogs, and awesome fresh air. I am a country girl!
We would swim in the lake, fish, or have bond fires..it was fun. Us neighbor kids would all play kick the can. And I was awesome at it. I was so tiny and could squeeze into some of the best hiding places. I would wear all black cause we did it at night.
Anyway I am also working on adding some of our videos from our video camera But I need to get a dv connector. Never easy is it! Just trying to do this between work, house work, and Jake is enough. Anyway I hope you all like the videos. We finally sat & watched them as a family... And it hit me... I cried so hard. Adoption has been such a life changing event for us.
When we had found out that we were going to have issues getting pregnant I felt like I lost a part of me... Since we have got Jacob I feel like I got that back.

So I tend to like to write things..stories, Poems, and thing really. The other night Michael took the garbage out and in those few moments it hit me... and I wrote this for Jacob.


From the moment we saw you
We knew you were the one
god had placed you on this earth
to be our beautiful son.

Our words can not express
the emotions that we feel
but you were the only one
who could mend a broken heart that could not heal.

So we take this moment
To thank you with all our heart
we love that we're your mommy and daddy
and your our work of art.


Well Better go... things to do before bed.